I rarely expect others to do anything
knowing an expectation creates pressure
to prevent anxiety and disappointment in a relationship
I simply made myself self-sufficient.
It works in human relationships--
no expectations
so if something is granted, I take it with gratitude.
There's only a slight problem with it.
it hinders my relationship with God.
(I realize that it's actually a major problem)
While I go on my merry way of being self-sufficient
God desires to fill me
and without me expecting God to
God breaks through
the walls of indifference
covered with self-sufficiency
God knows how to fill me
surf hit the rocks and left a rainbow
