Thursday, April 30, 2020

broken heart





When a Jewish rabbi taught God's wisdom and prayers 
he always said, "put them on your hearts." 
One day a student asked him, 
"Why do you say to put them on our hearts, not in our hearts?" 
The rabbi answered 
"All you can do now is to put them on your heart. 
And one day when your heart is broken 
by the grace of God, it will open 
and they will fall in your heart." 
(excerpt from "lamp in the darkness" by Jack Kornfield)

There's something about 
broken-heartedness 
woundedness 
scars
that is sacred
There's something about them
 make us whole
 create new and another beautiful pattern
when by the grace of God, 
they are embraced 
and integrated into us

There's so much wisdom in what the Psalmist says,
The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit;
God will not despise a broken and contrite heart (Psalm 31:17)
and in what Paul says,
 It is in our imperfection 
God's power is perfected (2 Cor. 12:9)

While journeying in this world of imperfection
 as an imperfect human being
we often are vulnerable, 
wounded 
scarred
broken-hearted
When that happens 
all we can do is 
to lean our head slightly  
against the shoulder of the One 
who sits beside us 
with an ever-ready listening heart
 with a never-ending song of grace   
offering a gentle touch of soul massage 
with the healing balm of celestial fragrance
breathing along in our rhythm and pace
bringing us back 
to
.
.
.
.
.
 Love






Wednesday, April 29, 2020

Timber Point





One of the blessings 
I am selfishly grateful for lately is 
having my sons at home
Even though we all work during the day in our separate spaces, 
we take advantage of the early evening 
cooking together or 
taking a walk
Many people told me 
how beautiful Timber Point is and 
we finally went there one evening 
As the tide began to rise 
they walked to the Island and 
on the way back, got their feet wet 
They thought it was pretty cool 
(both figuratively and literally) 
For me, 
while staying safe and dry
it was another memorable day






Tuesday, April 28, 2020

experiencing God


getting something unexpected and 
realizing you're in someone's thoughts and
 that someone cared enough to let you know 
start a sensation like electricity 
flowing from your heart to the entire body
the same place for 
love
gratitude 
deep peace
is touched and
you smile with teary eyes
although the moment doesn't last long
it leaves a mark that will never be forgotten
you can always go back to reopen the card and 
stay there a little while until the sensation comes back
this is how you experience 
God
the Love





pre Easter reflection

roll away the stone whatever that stone might be pea under your bed pebble in your sock that annoys your entire being making you lose sleep ...