Thursday, July 12, 2018

Not Enough




thought I did as best as I could
was proud of myself
now I know my best wasn't enough
am still being tested if my trust in God and others is enough

I truly understand what he meant
when the father of the boy with the evil spirit said
"I believe, help my unbelief!"*
desperate enough
to recognize his faith isn't enough
there's still a gap to bridge
a space to fill 
more steps to take 
only to accept
it's not I 
but you

my faith isn't enough
until it meets with the grace of God


*Mark 9:24



prayer notes between the stones
Western Wall, Jerusalem





pre Easter reflection

roll away the stone whatever that stone might be pea under your bed pebble in your sock that annoys your entire being making you lose sleep ...